Originally Posted by Ninsuna

Being serious now, I was overwhelmed with guilt when I first got sober as well. I thought I would never be clean again. In the rooms of The Organisation That Shall Not Be Named I found I was a choirgirl compared to a lot of folks. The things that were done to me without my consent were also pretty tame by comparison to some.

I'm free from shame now. There is nothing I can't speak openly about. When I censor myself, it's for the comfort of the person to whom I am speaking. I hope you can find the same freedom. Whatever you've done, I'd bet it's not as bad as you think nor is setting things right as impossible as you think.