Wow! I never expected such an outpouring of support! Thank you all!
I honestly had no idea how many people had felt the way I do and it is very comforting to hear that plus it adds meaning and value to the advice.
I am still scared but looking forward to next week...My evaluation is scheduled for Tues and I cannot wait to start dealing with all of this.
A close friend told me something yesterday that I wanted to share with you....
There is nothing wrong with me per se; I just haven't been given the right tools for the job I am faced with. A screwdriver (pun intended) doesn't fix everything.
I thought that was a cool way of looking at this and it is helping me look forward to the journey ahead. Hey, I am not going to the mental hospital, I am just picking up some tools. LOL-it sounds sooo much better!
Thank you all again...I truly am looking forward to the weeks to come with y'all and local therapy
PS Is this the right place to post a thankyou when folks respond to your original post? I have never spent any time on forums so I don't really know how this works.