Cloud my pal .. your brains running around that lil wheel trying to diesect whats been working for you , Do you really need to know why ?
All that really matters is its workin for you ..
Its liek the argument of if its a discese, or not .. Its nots not important. We discussed this last nite hun . Just let the other person figure out there ideas of what it is , I know your questioning all youve done . Its you desire to work the program . someone was there holding your hand as you walked the path and helped you when you needed it
kinda like a lil baby learning to walk , they do it them selfs but your there to help then and catch them if they fall . just my crazy ways of understanding things , not sure if it helps .. luvies yah ~ endzy ~