Good Luck Sofa - from MY experience, these talks usually yield in me feeling like I"m imagining things, they weren't as bad as they seemed, he's fine. He loves me, lets start over (HUGE one for him to use). I usually get sucked back in. Recently before these talks my prayer has been for Got to make AH transparent to me. For me to be able to see what I need to see.
Stay strong and don't expect much from an active addict. Quack, Quack, Quack as Laurie says. Watch the walk and not the talk. Good luck and keep us posted.