Originally Posted by
intention 
I understand. I only ever drink wine, never any of the hard stuff. It took me a very long time to come to terms with my alcoholism because of this.
Wine was my evil buddy too. I never touched the hard stuff and could pass it up easily, but when given wine watch out. Alcohol never did me any favors for sure. The struggle on cutting back tired me out to no end, but that was me.
Welcome back to SR Ghostman. I hear you on not wanting to eliminate alcohol completely. I was there for quite a time myself. Just couldn't fathom life without it. Hope you find what you are looking for. SR is a great start and a great reference with people with many years of sobriety to those with just a day or so. I get so much from both ends of the spectrum.