Now that you know and can see all this you have no reason to drink anymore and you can remain sober:-)
If you drink again you know that intellectualising your problem doesn't help and you cannot stop drinking by yourself in which case seek external help, like AA where there are alcoholics (drunks, problem drinkers) who do remain sober and don't have to drink again. A sane person, if they attempted to stop drinking and could not, would seek the help/knowledge/advice/suggestions of a person with a similar pattern of drinking who had found a solution and emulate what they did to achieve sobriety.