Hi Daphne
Don't get caught up in roadblocks. I had all those roadblocks and more - they all went away pretty quick when I nearly died from this.
I just wanted to live, and I wanted a life better than the one I had. To do that I had to stop drinking - and I was willing to canvass all and every option to find something that worked for me.
If you don't want to quit - if this is being driven by anything else than a sincere desire in you to quit - you won't.
If, on the other hand, you really want to? then nothing will stop you, Daphne
D