And so it begins...
Well I don't know much about AA or NA, I do know I need to admit to myself that I have a very serious problem. And I need help.
I am an Alcoholic and use Marijuana and to top it off I've been on Social Security for the last 6 years due to extreme anxiety, panic attacks and seizures and take several medications not intended to be swallowed with alcohol.
This is not a new years resolution, although I wish anyone who uses this new year to get clean the best of luck.
I'm on day two without alcohol or marijuana and it's becoming apparent that quitting is going to be very painfull. But I've become a monster and lose control %99 of time for the last few years when I drink and it's time to take action.
I'm not going to go into my life story on my very first post so I'll post more later.
Thanks for reading.