I am sorry the day was kind of spoiled for you. My AW hasn't had a drink (as far as I know) since the 6th, but Yesterday was bad for the same reasons you mention in your post. I can't let go of the negativity. I went to my brothers for a little gift exchange, but the wife wouldn't go...again. She can't get past it either, and I wonder if this is the way it will always be and the is the reason I am not sure if this is gonna last and not sure if I want it to anyway. Hang in there lady.