Go ahead. Reply to him. See him. Have sex with him. Believe him. But I guarantee you you will be posting back, only in more pain and feeling like an idiot. At least that is how I felt everytime I believed I knew better than SR friends, that MY xabf was DIFFERENT, that he WOULDNT be capable of yadda yadda. Its evil dear KP. If you think this is pain wait until you are lied to and manipulated once more. Wait until you are so frustrated and confused you become a raging alcoholic yourself