Wow, TC, that was great! I really needed to read that....
I was just reflecting on my journal and realized I have been crying over my XA for nearly 5 months....5 months!!! That's insane to me. I thought I had been upset for about 2, maybe 3.
5 seems so long to me especially since our relationship was so one sided....ALL ME. So WHAT am I crying over??? Oh the rejection? The loss of the dream of him???
Good grief, enough already. I am ready for this man to be done and out of my head. He does not deserve my tears. Not one single drop.