Sorry tib, I thought you had me on ignore. But you are right, leaving out the mental illness is my bad.
By all means seek whatever help you need for your mental illness. But don't forget about the alcoholism. Can't treat one and ignore the other. One will get you back to the other if you don't them both concurrently.
But that still means that you have to take responsibility and participate in your own recovery.
I wish you the best, and I mean that.