Originally Posted by
silkspin 
You are doing what's right for you. Keep true to that and it won't steer you wrong.
Everything you said makes sense Silk. It's so hard to know WHEN to help and HOW to help. The most difficult part is knowing when to help myself. I feel like I went through so much as a kid (alcoholic dad) that I'm too strong to break anymore. I don't feel strong now though. I know it's time to help myself to get healthy again. It's soooo hard though, to stand by and do nothing for him. I know I have to though. Struggling. I'm struggling.
I'm going to make it though. I hope he does too.