Thanks TC. Article helped. And thanks for all the other posts guys...
Picked up my CoD No More, and started reading again. This is all my scquewed thoughts and codie feeling that it's something lacking in me and that the alcoholic/addictive behavior isn't the problem. Girlfriends helped get my head on right last night. I also came across this article that really helped me to learn to keep it in perspective AND I think I need to read it EVERY DAMN DAY until I get it!
The Other Woman - Now He's Happy - With HER! | Lisa E. Scott
"If he was capable, he would have done the changing with you." That's a nice little reality check for me...
Actually, a little clue that I should of picked up on is in the comments section under his post about changing his status to "in a relationship". One was "49 minutes and counting" and another was "shhh... don't jinx it". Even his friends joke about his relationships.