So after lots of humiliating attempts to get one more chance

We visited each other every 3 months, he told me that he stopped drinking and I believed him, I know that was my mistake and after 2 years I finally moved to his country to get married. I left everything to do that.

When I got there I realized that he had lied to me, he hadn’t stopped drinking

I feel angry and manipulated because now I find myself accepting his addiction.