Hi Sherie
Welcome to SR - I think the people here are bang on - your recovery is your own...as long as you do the work, and stay committed to being sober, you'll be fine
With 'doing the work' - if I was worried about relapse, then I wouldn't let anything keep me from a meeting, Sherie; if I didn't like meetings, I wouldn't let anything keep me from looking into whatever other means of support was available.
Here's a link to some of the main recovery programmes:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...resources.html
D