Just broke up with him, worried he's on his way to drink
We were fighting on the phone. I told him finally that I didn't want to date him anymore. Then after 5 minutes I got scared and started calling him. He knows I worry when we fight that he might drink. He won't pick up. I left him a voicemail to please text me and just let me know that he isn't going to drink and he's ok (even though I'm still really mad and wish I could just sit here and think about myself and my own feelings). He hasn't texted.
I feel sick with worry. This is horrible. I know if I would just BE there for him and not ASK anything of him, he'd be ok. But when I need something, we start fighting. I finally put my foot down. I want something back. But he's going through a hard time with school right now. Maybe now wasn't the time to ask for the 50/50 relationship I was hoping for.
He's not texting.