Oh Sweetie.......(KC).......I feel your pain.......if you don't mind me saying, I think your husband is an enabler...(I think this is common and this is not meant to be mean).....from all your posts he is still thinking you are "ok'.......he still offers you drinks, right? Anyway......just something to think about........ I have the same thing here...my dude thinks nothing of my drinking but I know I have to stop this madness. Like BD said.....I am getting sick of tired or being sick and tired......
Take care sweetheart.