Alera, I completely agree! I find most of the info I need online and immediately print it out. I like having a hard copy to look at and mark up; my eyes get tired looking at a computer screen and my reading comprehension is lower reading it on the computer too.
I'm starting to get a little confidence again, it's really nice. It's been a long time since I felt like people like me. It's amazing how long it's taken me to get back, re-learn how to make normal friendships that aren't based on drugs. It sure doesn't come back overnight.