well i appreciate the advice i got, i'm not trying 2 get medical advice. I was just wondering if anyone went the path i'm going is all. And i WILL NOT talk to my doc...i gotta do this one on my own. I hope i don't get banned for saying that but its the truth. I absolutely refuse to have anything on my record that suggests drug addiction. Regaurdless of the fact that the doc is who got me started...