I am a bit torn about this right now. I am attending meetings, doing my reading, working steps. There are several evening meetings I'd like to attend to get to know people better, and find a F2F sponsor...but that would mean being away several nights a week from my husband. And we are trying to patch up our marriage.
So where does that fall in?
I know that without recovery..the rest falls apart. But without a place to live and money to live on, and the threat of a divorce..I really do worry that those situations might be enough for me to put recovery on the back burner..
it's hard for me to figure out how to balance these things.