Day 22 sober coming to a close. My wife is at the movies with a friend. Funny how as I as driving home from work I actually thought about grabbing a bottle. In my stupid head I thought: she is gone, no one would know. But as soon as the thought appeared, I remembered how silly that sounds, and how I don't want to feel like crap tomorrow. I would have thrown away my 22 days and have to start again, and I am not willing to do that. So I came home, had supper with my family, and played with my daughter. After I put her to bed I thanked God for helping me change my mind and read a couple more chapters of my AA book. Now I can wake up tomorrow proud of myself, instead of frustrated and disappointed. God is amazing!
Kind of quiet in here today. I hope all of you are well. I also hope some of the MIA's check in soon! I am worried about TB! It has been too long without checking in!
Hugs,
Your Cabana boy---- Brent
haha.