There is alot I want to say but I wont. This is why I dont like talking anything about programs in any way shape or form.
No offense Kev, I love ya, But in that same aspect, I wouldnt go begging rides to go get drugs from strangers.
I am not trying to make this a your not doing it right or your not ready or commited debate.
It feels like I am being force fed this stuff over not having a ride. Its not in my control. I made my efforts more than once to try and find a ride through NA's hotline.
I stand my ground on AA. Sry.