Originally Posted by
Still Waters 
Do you think your feelings for him would be different if you had a loving and attentive man in your life? Just curious.
Good question. I have no idea because it hasn't even come close to happening. Not many men out there interested in a 44 year old woman with a toddler. I have had a few friends try and set me up, but they seem to shy away from the baby situation. Most people my age have kids that are teens and/or leaving the nest. I know it sounds down, but its reality and I need to face that.
Exah on the other hand seems to have no problems finding tons of women.
So maybe I am super sensitive to any attention I may recieve...even if its from exah.