I had poured myself a San Pellegrino with lime and then my brother offered me a beer. Just like that, I said, "Sure." There was NO thought.
I guess my main question would be: do you really truly want to stop completely? I find it hard to believe you don't think about drinking as you sit there having a couple beers. And maybe you don't, but I know for me that if I were to have a beer, I would beat myself up to no end while I was sitting there holding it. But that is me.
Only you know Melissa what is the answer. If you can moderate, good for you. I wish i could but I know I can't. I am past the point of no return. Maybe you are not. I don't know.
Hang in there, and you know we are all here for you! Hugs.