Wow, I want to thank you all for a warm welcome. It's truly a nice feeling to not be alone.
Susan, you stole the words out of my mouth on how the lack of repercussions really doesn't help. A hang over or two in the past would have probably done me some good.
I'm looking forward to reading more posts on here, so far I've read a lot of helpful & inspiring posts. As I'm sure a lot of you can relate, I'm still sort of in shock. I think I've known for a while I wasn't in a good situation, but the withdrawal symptoms really blindsided me.
Thank you all, again.