Thank you so much for the warm welcomes and hugs! It amazes me how much they help. I guess it's hard because he never treated me "badly" except for the fact that some of his sweet talk was probably when he was drunk, so it was probably not authentic. He is so busy trying to take care of everyone else, that I never saw an "ugly" side to him. I think that makes it even harder for me not to feel sick that he can't see how much he is worth, but that's not my place.
Happy Birthday Kittyboo, i hope it's the wonderful day you deserve
