I have alot going through my head about seeing my sister after so many years. I started thinking, wow how my life has changed since we last spoke. My impending divorce, my relapse, the problems I have today and that I was feeling ashamed of my life today

No I have to take that back, I am not ashamed of my life today, today I am proud of what I am starting to achieve and how I am finally standing on my own two feet. I was going to edit my previous post but I need to read how my disease is trying to make me feel.