Transform: Your post was so inspirational to me. It sounds like you have a good formula for keeping your "madness" in check. That is truly where I hope to be someday. I need to work on those "drastic measures" I actually belong to 2 gyms (one by my house, another by where I work) and I haven't gone to either one for about a month. I think it's time I start going back, since I LOVE working out. I get angry at myself for allowing this drama to paralyze me...I don't eat, I don't work out, I'm not productive at work....ICK!!
I also think it's very true for me also that the obsessive relationship was a way for me also to avoid working on my own life.
Thank you so much!