gee, he's not very comforting regarding your fear of ms, is he?
do you plan on staying with him? just asking because if you are considering leaving him, it might not make sense to reknew his life insurance policy. five years is a long time with and alcoholic.
and, that's great news that you and the boys are getting out of there for four months! that should give you some space and peace! i'm thrilled for you.