Thanks... I keep catching myself thinking back to a good time we had or something we used to do together, sad about something we'll never do again, etc., and catching myself and saying just focus on today, what is life like today, what can I do today, all I need to get through is just today, tomorrow I can worry about tomorrow... hurt too much to think about all the yesterdays and the future that I thought I'd have with him, or the things we'll never do in the future. Today is enough to deal with!