Welcome to SR! I am CrackQuack, as the name says, addicted to crack cocaine. 9 months clean!
I am glad you came here and hope that you find what you are looking for. A wealth of information, support, and PEOPLE LIKE YOU, are here!
I agree with Dee about seeing a doctor, first thing. And Bvaljalo put it so well about seeing the Doctor too as well as going to NA meetings. At the meetings you will find people, just like yourself, but in person. They'll welcome you with open arms. Literally. I had no idea. When I went to my first meeting, some guy asked to hug me and I am not a physical person unless I know you. LOL. I told him he can hug me if I can put him 6 feet under... Well.. I did warm up to the idea eventually and actually love the hugs now. Hugs not drugs, as the saying goes!
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