TB-glad to see you are here, and still with us. Can you go to an ER? Your fragile state of body and mind worries me. They could detox you and get some fluids in you..maybe even finally get you past the flu symptoms you can't shake. Your choice to finish the semester,
but, is it truly worth the price right now?
Do you have your AA phone list? Someone on there might be able to help you find a rehab, or point you in the right direction. The Salavation Army can always help too.
TB ((((hugs)))), I care about you...and love you.