Thank you Aysha, I am so adamant with this because she just really needs help to ya know, not with drugs but with other issues. Your right my love for her has never stopped or swayed me to change in the past. I will focus on my recovery but still show her that i am here for her. I've always felt I put my own wants aside for her, but I am ok with that her happiness is mine, and she deserves in many times over. I need help I don't know if anything but inpatient is enough. I will try not wavering from my goals, i can point myself in the right direction but then is when i need help, sticking to something, anything is and always has been a downfall. The only consistent things I've done as of late is shoot dope and love this girl. I've become what I hate...
Ryan