Hello McTired,
Hope you are feeling better today!! I totally understand how you feel. There is nothing wrong with having periods of time when we are mad,upset and especially hurt and disappointed. It is useful for me to vent time and again. I will have a night of tears and then the next day realize that it is NOT me. Sometimes when we are tired and worn out the emotions really run wild. They sure wear us out on that roller coaster ride. I have always had a fear of those rides and now I know why. So glad you are here and typing those emotions for us all to share. Take care of you!!!
Love, hugs and prayers,
matters