all I can say is that I understand as well and I am so sorry taht any of us are in this position. My SO had a big drunk on Saturday and had horrible nightmares. I don't think he would ever knowingly hurt me either...but how can you trust someone who's brain is pickled? Do they even really know what they are doing? It scared me to death and I got no sleep.
I so want him to leave...which apparently he has done...according to a phone call just a few minutes ago. I am already lonely but relieved not to have to live with any more drunken rantings. I will sorely miss the sober man....all my life. But I won't miss the sound of a beer can top popping open.
