Hi CadenceS
We can offer lots of opinions, but the bottom line is noone here can tell you if you're an alcoholic or not, or whether you might be able to drink moderately.
I think it's far more important right now to focus on the fact you think it's a problem. Why not try the sobriety period - see how you feel after that?
Have you thought about seeing a doctor and getting their advice?
You'll find a lot of support here - no matter what you decide
This is the test trucker mentioned - it's not conclusive but it may help to focus things for you
Michigan Alcohol Screening Test
welcome to SR
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