Thank you for all of your posts............
It often gets hard not to personalize it. I sit back and think was it something I did or didn't do to trigger him to start using drugs. I ask why wasn't I good enough? I am getting better of letting go and letting GOD but, it is difficult. I often ask (which I shouldn't) why is God taking so long to intervene and help me in the healing process. I am just so tired. Everyone always looks to me to be so strong but, right now I am so fragile. The sad thing is I can only share that with SR and my parents because it seems as though in this society people take advantage of you when they figure out that you might be a little weak!!!