Threshold and Liberty...thanks a lot. It's kinda wierd to say an addict doesn't think about using or have those days SOMETIMES. You are right threshold I crave something because I am a stay at home mother with not much of a life. Just sitting around here cleaning, feeding my son, watching cartoons. Then my husband comes home....goes to sleep which aggervates me and I'm left alone in my head again. UGGG. I don't know, I am really aggervated a lot here lately, I have too much time on my hands, I have no friends anymore, there is drugs all around me where I live...my mom sells them....it's just aggervating. Anyway, I am better today but just aggervated.