Thanks Dee and all of you,
I keep reading that we have to find out whatever works for us and I guess I haven't found that yet. I was 15 months sober and relapsed and I'm not doing anything different from last time and again I keep reading that I have to do something different if I failed.
Gee this is a tough journey, but I really would like to stay on track this time. It's so good to be sober.
PS: What are the alternatives to working the 12 steps and do they work?