i actually went to tailgating to a game one week after i quit. it was a bit hard but i was still raw from my toxicity.
i went tailgating at another game a couple weeks later and it was much better.
i was strongest at yesterday's game. we have to unlearn some habits that we think we have to do to have fun. i'm not trying to be corny but i have enjoyed this season better than any because i remember the games. and i'm not risking a dui on the way home. that is truly a relief. i always felt like i was fine to drive and did not weave all over the place but i always doubted if i could have blown under a dui.
basketball is starting up here on tuesday and it'll be a relief driving home from them straight as they start later than the football games.
i need to hit the rack as i have to go into work at 4:00 am and its 10:14 here already. good luck to all.