Never heard of 90-90. I met a sponsor this morning she isn't mine, I don't have one, not sure how that works...is it like being adopted or do I seek someone? So far I am 2 for 2 and told this women I would go to another tonight. I haven't said those words yet, you know..Hi my name is___ and I am a _________. So very hard to say especially outloud but I know deep down inside also. I especially know when 5 o'clock rolls around and I morph into a lunatic.
Meet a girl today who has three years with no relaspes. Wow. I thought everyone relasped...I'm kinda looking forward to one. This is why I have to go to AA...this is why I probably need a sponsor, this is why I am an alcoholic.
Jo