Ah, I see...can't recall the whole post. I don't mean to suggest anyone should stop/not take meds...only to share that they have not worked well for me, over the course of many meds, many doctors, and many years...and that I am worn out by the notion of 'finding' the 'right med'...it's like chasing some pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, while going broke in the process.
If it boils down to a 'chemical imbalnace', why can't they measure the chemicals somehow, and tell me which ones are out of balance and need adjusting? It all seems like such a primitive crap shoot, with the stage the science is now.