I too suffer from sevier pain, my back has been worked on twice and will be going in for a fussion surgery soon. I was on oxycontin and percocet for the pain for 3 1/2 years, also muscle relaxers and sleep meds., I did it at home 2 years ago 2 1/2 weeks of pure hell, and only to go back on the meds. again, in March I went through a detox and got off everything. It is hell to go through withdraw, even if your husband will help you, it is still a good idea to try detox. I deal with pain every waking moment, but the drugs told me I was in more pain than I was actually in.We can go through the pain, it does pass. We can do it. I have faith that You can do this. Sounds like your sick and tired of being sick and tired. Hng in there. we can do this.