I had a just for today card and 12 & 12 card in my wallet so gave them to the lady...
perhaps thats why you needed to be there Louis. You helped someone today.
I think it is just fine to find comfort talking to your sponsor ...someone whom you trust and have just completed step 5 with. Thank God your sponsor was available to you.
You hang on....this a a big thing for you and imagine how you will feel to have got through it sober. everything is new and a first to us at the start. This is when we use the tools of our program. It gets easier. thanks for letting us know how your doing