Hi tired spouse, I feel that way right now. I have good days and bad days. My AH and I have been separated for over a month now. I keep telling myself that one day the pain and sadness will pass, hopefully!! I just keep reading, reading and reading. I try to keep myself and the kids busy and watch movies that make us laugh. Laughter really is the best medicine. I cry randomly too, grocery shopping, at work, doing the dishes, it's terrible
. I also keep telling myself - He is not crying over you Kell', so stop it right now. Sometimes that helps. I just wanted you to know that you are not alone in your sadness.
take care,
Kell'