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Old 11-02-2009, 12:08 PM
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Jin
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Location: Des Plaines, IL.
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Change our mindsets

I thought about using today...

A classic example, I like to drink while cleaning my house, put on music, smoke alittle pot, be in good spirits but knowing well that later during my drinking, I would end up eventually drinking till I pass out waking up with a headache or drinking until I'm "charged" up and end up doing something stupid like blasting the music, having no respect for my neighbors or my mom, today I learned to put off that mindset and clean the house sober.

Whenever I want to use, I instantly turn off that thinking, then once an hour passes, I realized that thinking was gone. It works.

This is still dangerous for me because my liver is really bad, it's been bad but I awalys continued to punish my liver for 15 years. I just needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for reading.
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