“There is a road, no simple highway, between the dawn and the dark of night, and if you go, no one may follow, that path is for your steps alone”
YOU can do it. I am on Day 6. Felt exactly the same as you. It is your very own mind you will fight with. Keep posting SR has helped so much when I have trouble telling my brain to back off they are the voice of reason! For me it really is cravings. Periods of time I feel so weak. The good news is they pass and I think get easier to fight against. Love the Grateful Dead also. Had many a GOOD time in stadium parking lots
Fareyou Well!
Jo