Not sure how to start but its all gone
I guess I have had it with feeling like I am wasting my life. I dropped all the alcohol I had in the house off at the dumpster this morning. I am going to try not to have anything between now and Thanksgiving. Hopefully, I am nervous and a little bit scared. I don't want to feel so anxious but I was up thinking about it all night long. I know many have encouraged me to do this and I am here making public statement that today will be Day 1. Its my mom's birthday. She died in 2003 and beat an alcohol problem. I just don't have any friends to support me throught this.