Welcome Back!!!!
I've done the same thing many times over the years. (not really recommending that approach!!) I've always been welcomed back with open arms, as you are. Some advice, from my experience...even if you relapse, stick around. The support will still be there and maybe you can make it a shorter, less dramatic relapse. Of course the best thing is not to relapse at all, but if it does happen, let us help. Take care!!